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[dimitea]

Unfortunately I am indisposed at the moment, please leave a message and I shall return it post-haste.

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[dimitea]

[There is a hesitation before dimitri pets its head once more. This time as he does he starts to tear up. This is Felix’s soul, the man he loves so much and all he can have it seems is this manifestation and not the man himself. Tears start to fall down his cheeks as he gets to his knees and wraps his arms around the wolf, holding it as it eats.]

Felix...my heart...

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[wanderingsword]

[The Dog stills, uncomfortable with the hug but tolerating it. It whines softly, then groans, and it sounds like words.]

Di... mi... tri

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[dimitea]

[Dimitri pulls back for a moment at the words to look at the wolf. It has the same eyes as Felix which does nothing for the tears slowly wetting his face. He shouldnt, he knows he shouldn'tlet himself get attached but he csnt help it.]

I...I'm sorry. Please don't leave..not yet...please..please let me hold you.

[Its stupid, this isnt Felix and yet here he is picking the wolf up to hold closer to himself. His tears mingling with the fur. Even if it doesn't feel like Felix he still thinks he can feel the warmth from the others heartbeat, somehow. Maybe he's finally gone mad.]

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[wanderingsword]

[Black Dog grunts but doesn't try to squirm out of Dimitri's grip.]

Dimi...tri... good... boy

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[dimitea]

[He knows the wolf means well but those words stab worse then any blade hes ever felt.]

N-no...Dimitri isn't a good boy...I've long since killed the boy Felix knew as good...I'm a monster...

[A hiccup leaves him, hes tearing up too much not to start sobbing. His grip on the wolf tightens for a moment before he thinks it might be too tight and he lets it go completely.]

Tell your master not to find me again...please...I shouldn't be around him...he deserves someone...someone not me..please take care of him, little one.

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[wanderingsword]

[Black Dog whines, nosing at Dimitri's arm. He wishes he knew how to tell Dimitri that he's wrong, but he can't put the words together. Eventually, after a long moment, he turns and slowly starts to pad away, head low and tail limp.]

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[dimitea]

[Its utterly oainful watching the wolf try to stay and when he finally does leave so too does Dimitri go back to the house to hold his own dtf for the first time since hes arrived.

If the wolf does decide to visit again there is a bowl of food that will be near a blanket left out for it. 'KYPHON' is carved into the metal bowl, meant only for Felix’s wolf. ]